honestly, you would not believe the amount of people who toy with their feelings, yes ok its not something you are goinng to 'run out of' but im just saying be careful with yourself, use yourself with passion,... just use it lovingly, and i guess, just be aware of ye old tempest. thats something that outlives us all.i know i wish i lived in a fairytale...love.

so christmas is over, im overall happy with the outcome, i dont really care for presents, i mean its just material things''things things things'' (guess the movie - in the same context lol)well so far movies on tv have been awesome!

im not going to talk about uni really because going into that whole fiasco means talking about work which means i should really do some!im very much into taylor swift right now perhaps just beccause she made a song about romeo and juliet ha! but really, she has a pretty voice.
wow 2008 is practically over, will i make a new years resolution,...perhaps, but that doesnt mean im going to change drastically (unless thats what needs to be done! lol~) i guess, i hope im still the same person i have been, obviously good change is ..well.. good (darn it, im very much rambling!)

the thing is, am i doing everything i can to make sure the direction i run to is right for me, good for me. ?things seem to be average these days, ive been feeling very awkward for like a week, like i dont want to do anything, perhaps its lazyness, or the weather, or the fact that after 2 weeks im only just recovering from the flu. it was horrific!lets see shall we, family is good, friends are good, life is so so, love..hmm. thats always a tricky one. discussing matters of the heart comes too easily for someone like me, i give it away too freely, but why is it that trying to explain it now at this very moment i cannot find the 'right words'.

Can i keep you...

EVERYday i make a promise to myself, that same promise.That i will do things differently.But everyday, i break that promise.

1. Im in love with love2. Romeo and Juliet is spectacular and fairytales exist3. I actually believe that my knight in shining armor/prince charming exists3. Chivalry exists4. Poetry is my weakness, i write some5. i have a tiny scar under my chin since i was 7 from fallin over6. i have a coke can bracelet7. i collect ribbons8. my friends and my sistersmean the world to me9. i love having things to read on my phone10. i love getting packages11. stargazing is perfect12. love<>obsession14. i grew up listening to dolly parton15. i attempt to play acoustic, keyboard, harmonica,16. i would love a violin18. i think i belong in another century19. i fall in love too easily20. i have a mini penguin stuff toy called tuffers21. i love long scenic journies22. i think i talk in my sleep23. im scared of getting old24. i prefer autumn25. ive gone days without having a shower (blame the flu)26. i hate when people lie through their teeth so obviously27. drinking coke with a spoon is cool28. i have a a tiny rimbaud pic on my wall light29. i put things off30. i love the rain, especially in my black parka31. converses dont keep me warm or keep the rain out yet i love them32. i love tingles33. i love people watching34. watching and doing random acts of kindness gives a great feeling35. i dont really like alcohol36. i can survive never having ice cream again37. ive moved house once38. i miss the summer of 2008, when there was nothing to do but wait to go to university and i would look out the window and see a life before me, i felt like a king. 39. croydon is too nostalgic i love it40. my nails grow too fast grr41. ive had ring on my right hand middle finger which my mother have me from the age of 14 i think42. ive an angel on my necklace43. i like red lipsitck44. i have big eyes that can get annoying45. ive blacked out twice in my life46. i used to suffer from severe headaches47. when i was little i used to make playing tents from fabric48. my father taught me how to make a kite49. i can make a football out of washcloths49. i can make paperboats50. i like people, i find them fascinating.